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		by sweetdreams	Posted: 19/10/2008 01:08
		well, as some of you are already aware, i was out last night, just drinks between friend nothing more, i ended up getting really drunk and its took me all day to recover. but, today was THE day. the day i give mustang to a new home, my friend natasha who is the one who took him got on well with him, he likes her house and seemed comfortable there, but when i left and he was at the door, looking at me with his sad eye's i felt awful. i nearly didnt go through with it. not only have i had to give up my love but now iv had to give up my little dog even though he's done nothing but love me, i feel horrible and hope that he is happier there because he'l be getting alot more one on one attention, i know its better for everyone in the long run, it makes sense and since chris has abandoned his dogs and i certainly cant afford them both it much better that someone else takes one of them. but i cant help feeling that iv been so horrible to him. and now, chewy the dog i still have seems upset too, he's not his normal bouncey self today, i dont know if he knows that his brother wont come back again but i hope he doesnt get down about it. chris was texting me again yesterday. nothing important, just about his plans and work and stuff, i didnt reply to his last message and got my friend to take my phone off me so that i couldnt text him and he's not got back in touch yet. dont know if he will. he's with his new girlfriend at the mo, thats where he spends his weekends now, it was meant to be me that he comes back to, i hate talking to him, knowing that he's gonna be in the area but with another woman, it tears me up inside. i dont know why i put myself through this. i know il never get him back, but part of me isnt ready to give up yet. im at a loss for what to do or how to stop feeling like this.... im off to bed soon, still ery tired, sweet dreams readers xx night night xx

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RT posted at 19/10/2008 01:30:

Its so hard to go through honey but the only way to start getting over him is you cut him out your life entirely. Block his number if you can. Delete his number and all his texts you still have. its really the only way, trust me, I've been there.

xxxx

fozsug posted at 19/10/2008 08:50:

I'm with Rt again, its really tough but you've got to be strong. Better to get a new number completely if you can.Try to keep yourself busy with new things that don't remind you of him

Well done with Mustang, its is such a hard thing to do , but you have done the right and responsible thing. He will settle and your other dog will get used to it in time, just give him loads of affection.

Take care

pandabear113 posted at 19/10/2008 09:04:

Its a shame about the pup but you have done the right thing for him I know its hard but you know you had to do it !!!! As for chris!! Well you need to ask yourself if you want to be treated like that I don't think you should but thats my opinion !!!!! Cut the guy off take the pain now or it will keep following you around!!!!! It will hurt like hell but if you don't the pain just lingers !!!!! Be srong be tough !! I know all the guys on here will be thinking about you xxxx

northernminx2 posted at 19/10/2008 11:59:

mate I know what you are going through coz im at the begging of that journey myself.My heart is broken in 2 as I thought id be with this guy forever.I still love him so much but guess that isnt enough!!Hope you get through this as I hope I be strong to get through it too