im so upset and p***ed off right now

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		by supersusie	Posted: 14/11/2008 21:15
		hay everyone im so p**ed off right now its un real loads off peeps have trun there back on me after i got some pics/shoots done its like i done wrong in life and like the other day i was walking though town and i got called a slag out off the car window i think i know who its was but not sure as i here them befor some were and the car did look like i seen it some were befor tho but not sure plus all me mates who i would call my mates back then wont pick up the phone up to me or text back or anythink anymore never get asked out anymore well i mean to meet u and that there is loads off sshit going round the town about me as well i just dont know what ive done wrong or whats wrong with mmmmmmmmmm thinking and no i still dont know as well i had a pay job set up for 2moro and now thats gone back in my face so once more i have no money at all and i have bills to pay well that xmas out the window i think as mum and dad are moving well we ment to be at the end off the month but think its going to happen after xmas now as they are playing us about plus we were all looking forword to it but i was and was not as i need money to do me new room up god when will some think right happen to me its like every think i go near or do is wrong in the world ive p**ed peeps off with me pics lost friends though it all cant seen to get any were with it and i dont what to do or say any more been crying most nights or just bracking down when im having a bath were no one can see me sad i know but when i told peeps and friends about my shoot they were all happy for me saying go for it and that and now ive done it and loved it and i so want more its chance with them for some reson why tho x x x x xx

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stuart92 posted at 14/11/2008 21:20:

aww babes xxxx

Pipkin posted at 14/11/2008 21:23:

Awwwww babe, i'm sure everything will turn out ok in the end. I would give u a big hug if i saw u now xxxxxx.

kentcolin posted at 14/11/2008 21:27:

bless x

supersusie posted at 14/11/2008 21:36:

thanks you 3 and a hugis so what i need right now big time lol x x x x

RT posted at 14/11/2008 21:37:

Awww Susie honey... what a rough time you're having!

The treatment your 'friends' are giving you sounds like jealousy to me pure and simple - they see you looking beautiful, getting appreciation, doing something they see as exotic, exciting and adventurous - something they wish they could do but can't - and they put you down because it makes them feel better about themselves. They simply don't want you to do better than them.

Don't let them get to you - REAL friends would help and support you.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Bluewolf posted at 14/11/2008 21:41:

Sorry to hear your having a bad time, if I was you I wouldn't waste another second on these 'friends' as RT said probably jealousy or just plain immature by the sound of it. Reach for the sky and have fun while doing it, just stick to the positive feedback you get from here and see that just as much bad vibes you get there are more people wanting to give you good vibes. Hope things start to work out for you xxxxx

supersusie posted at 14/11/2008 22:03:

thanks babe x x x x x x x

supersusie posted at 14/11/2008 22:03:

thanks babe x x x x x x x

giants posted at 15/11/2008 00:09:

baby u know my take on this...any1 who thinks bad of u & the TWATS that shout things from cars & ur so called friends...FUCK THEM 2 high heaven...DO U HEAR ME...THERE ALL JEALOUS OF U...its just that simple...& u hv a good cry theres no shame in that we all hv them dats...it will onl MAKE U STRONGER...so CHIN UP sexy it will get BETTER...ur a WINNER...WINNERS ALWAYS come out on TOP...& let me just finish off by saying...2 all those twats that hate u...
GROW UP & GET A FUCKING LIFE & not SEXY SUSIES...baby their LOST r gain...iv got ur BACK....love u sexy xxxxxxxxxx

gavin1882 posted at 15/11/2008 00:42:

Life is too short Enjoy it :0 xx

alexander2 posted at 15/11/2008 00:50:

Wow babe, I didn't think things were going that bad for you!
You should have said something when you text me earlier.
I'll speak to you tomorrow ok XX
Chin up and listen to these guys, its gonna happen to you, you're a beautiful woman with an amazing personality and are fun to be around. You're gonna make, and i'm going to help you as much as possible.
XX

arfonfive0 posted at 15/11/2008 00:50:

agrees with what everyone has said, esp RT Bluewolf and Giants. It sounds to me like they're the kind of people that aren't worth bothering with, because if you ever make it big time then they're bound to want to know you then....in their bid to 'know a star'.

Try not to let them get to you, their ignorance is their downfall, not yours. I'd hate to read that you'd given up purely because these people got to you.

For every tear of sadness you've cried I wish for 10 times the amount in tears of joy to come your way. xxxxx

sweetcaroline posted at 15/11/2008 01:07:

awww babe i didnt no how bad u really felt u should of rung me or something and we could of talked.u have my number so next time u need 2 talk 2 sum1 bout all this im goin 2 be there.i no how u feel coz i have been there myself and it doesnt feel gd i just felt like giving up sum days but u have ur dream and u should stick 2 it coz u r really gd at wat u do u r beautiful and u r doing something that shows that.the people that r giving u shot aint really ur friends coz if they were they would stick by u and be there u wen u need their support and encouragement.they r just jealous coz they havent got a dream as big as urs.i will always be there 4 u babe so u dont have 2 worry bout that wen ever u need a shoulder 2 cry on im here u dont need 2 hide ur sadness anymore.thats the worst thing u can do coz it will make it worse.and wenever u want 2 go out and wen u got the money give me a ring and we will go out we have 2 dress up lol always here 4 u xxx keep ur chin up and ignore the stupid bastards that give u grief coz they r not worth crying over and being sad about.xxxx

mrcream posted at 15/11/2008 01:08:

so sorry to hear about your friends the really don't deserve you babe
I'msending loads of HUGS for you while your on your own and in the bath :) xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

thesnake posted at 15/11/2008 06:23:

Damn sweetheart, really sorry you're having to go through that. I also agree with these guys/lady........the so-called "friends" are jealous cause they see you are a rising star. Won't say that u shouldn't cry but try to cheer up and let us help. ;) We're your friends as well as your fans. We love you baby. xxxxxx

supersusie posted at 15/11/2008 13:32:

thanks all x x x x xx x x x x x

giants posted at 15/11/2008 14:54:

ur WELCOME sexy...just keep FIGHTING...ur FANS r here 4U XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Viewer11 posted at 15/11/2008 16:00:

Susie, You should listen to the comments on here and take them very seriously. If people are treating you badly then I am sorry but you shouldn't regard them as friends. Friends are there for you, support you in achieving your ambitions. The guys on here have made some very sensible comments. As I mentioned previously, if you ever want to talk then please private message me and I will pass my details. And I tell you what... I will be in touch next time I fly through Stansted and I will treat you to a nice expensive dinner (on my company account of course!!)LoI

supersusie posted at 15/11/2008 21:00:

thanks x x x x